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The lipstick is very red irl, Manycam likes to murder colours slowly and painfully.
I felt this makeup went well until the eyeliner pencil snapped off inside my eye and I ended up dragging jagged wood along my waterline. Ah well. I tried. That’s why the eyeliner underneath my eye is so dodgy, haha. I had to do it with no actual pencil really left…

The lipstick is very red irl, Manycam likes to murder colours slowly and painfully.

I felt this makeup went well until the eyeliner pencil snapped off inside my eye and I ended up dragging jagged wood along my waterline. Ah well. I tried. That’s why the eyeliner underneath my eye is so dodgy, haha. I had to do it with no actual pencil really left…

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My ‘Read More’ is broken for some reason that I cannot fathom. If you don’t want to hear unnecessary cheesy rambling, please skip this post. You have been warned.

It’s that time again; the remainder of the day after he’s left my house to return to his own home for another month or so. That time where I wander about in an odd state of mind, fulfilled, happy but a bit lost. Whenever I settle down to do something in those few hours after he’s left, I can’t shake the feeling that I should be sitting with him, or get the weird feeling that I’ve left him around the house somewhere by himself!
In a way, the short visits make me appreciate the time I get to spend with him even more than I possibly would have done if he lived just down the road from my house. It’s going to sound absolutely outrageous to say it, but this man is the love of my life. Of course, I’m only eighteen years old, so that may not mean as much coming from me as it would do say, a 30 year old.
Regardless, I feel as if we could spend many more years together without any problem. We’ve had our fair share of terrible times, but over the past year and a half we’ve been building on the fragile and rotten parts that we had in the first year, and are making the bad memories into something far more precious and beautiful.
I’m proud of the positive turn our relationship has taken, and I’m thrilled about the position that we are in now. He is both my best friend and my partner, and that suits me just fine. I think it suits him too, and I hope that we will have many more happy and fulfilling years together.

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